tryng to describe my emotions...

I feel calm...happy....I feel loved....and this feeling has wrapped itself around me like a warm overcoat....and this feeling is not a momentary burst of emotions....Its a soft,perpetual assurance of knowing that there is someone who understands you and loves you for who you are....there is someone who you can turn to when ways of the world don't make sense....and this feeling keeps me going under the most stressful of situations....I love him in with not just a passionate fervor...but there are so many reasons to love him that I cant even list them down.....but one of the most important reasons is that...he makes me feel comfortable being me....
I love him....I do....

confession

Hey there... Iam an ordinary girl...I love music....and astronomy...and rain....and these days there is something definitely missing in my life..maybe its because of the fact that for the past few years i had set my eyes on one ambition....it was an unconventional one...everything that I was doing was,indirectly,to achieve that goal...but now....slowly...its as if some invisible forces are steering me away from that ambition...and towards something that everyone expects me to do....and its happening so slowly that I don't feel any remorse...I thought I could defeat this feeling...this feeling thats slowly making me give up....but its as if Ive long been pre-conditioned to believe that I would not be able to defeat the enormous opposition and obstacles....but i comfort myself in the feeling that i haven't given up on my dreams altogether...Ive just stalled them...I know its false comfort...Well... Iam not really giving you a very nice first impression of mine...am I?Iam sorry for that...but anyway....Just wanted to share these thoughts with someone...anyone...well...as i start blogging more,you'll get to know more about me..the more non-serious aspects....till then...take care...