confession

Hey there... Iam an ordinary girl...I love music....and astronomy...and rain....and these days there is something definitely missing in my life..maybe its because of the fact that for the past few years i had set my eyes on one ambition....it was an unconventional one...everything that I was doing was,indirectly,to achieve that goal...but now....slowly...its as if some invisible forces are steering me away from that ambition...and towards something that everyone expects me to do....and its happening so slowly that I don't feel any remorse...I thought I could defeat this feeling...this feeling thats slowly making me give up....but its as if Ive long been pre-conditioned to believe that I would not be able to defeat the enormous opposition and obstacles....but i comfort myself in the feeling that i haven't given up on my dreams altogether...Ive just stalled them...I know its false comfort...Well... Iam not really giving you a very nice first impression of mine...am I?Iam sorry for that...but anyway....Just wanted to share these thoughts with someone...anyone...well...as i start blogging more,you'll get to know more about me..the more non-serious aspects....till then...take care...